Hey “old friend”!!! Hey “wind swept mind” !!! If you try to dig out a rock from someone’s eye, why don’t you pull out a grain of sand from yours first? What is your motive of arguing with Anastasia? Do you want to change her? Do you want to protect others from her “vanity, fear and cowardice”? Or do you want a revenge for some need of yours, which was not fulfilled by her? I am afraid the latter is the case…

Dating a Syrian man might be much more cerebral than talking to you. Have you witnessed their intercourse to spread the news on the net about Anastasia’s celibacy or the lack thereof? Don’t tell me that the Syrian man confessed to you !!! Don’t you tell me that you are naïve enough to believe a male bragging that he had sex with some girl…

You need lessons in sociology, too.
* Seduction is normal. Everyone does it one way or another. Being polite, well-dressed and behaving like a gentleman may disguise your true motives. I suppose all human beings above 15 know what true male motives are.
* A need for attention is also universal. We are all looking for someone, who will satisfy our needs and if they do, we will care about them and fulfil their needs so that they stay with us. If Anastasia does not care, it might mean she does not wish to see you around, as you bring more misery than happiness. What do you think? If you once felt seduced by Anastasia, did she promise you a lot?…
* Egoism and being self-centered are not nice characteristics. We all remember other children pulling nice toys from our hands and stealing money that mum had given us for the tuck shop. But were you bothered when an egoistic child was sitting alone, playing alone, smiling and laughing to iself and not talking to others, because she/he was self-centred? I suppose this form of egoism did not worry you. Then why does Anastasia’s attitude concern you? What do YOU really want from her?

By the way, we might be ashamed of Jesus that he once turned water into wine !!! It sounds like promoting alcoholism among the first Christians. I suppose He had a reason, which may not be fully understood by you. Shouldn’t you be ashamed that you are not cerebral enough?

Anastasia, two things really worry me. “Your old friend” has said that “you are hardly alive” and that you have “skin just hanging off your bones”. I will write nothing more now, but if you happen to see me online, please, pm me…

Dear Wind_swept_mind (Greg)...No, I did not date a syrian man, yes I am celibant, no man has been with me intimately, and I have to say again to you, why do you still hate me? I didnt want to marry you as you requested since I had never even seen you face to face. You supported me and my site until I said no to you. Now, at this date, I have asked you several times on line to do the right christian thing and drop this unforgiveness towards me. I have apologized to you many times for the pain you feel at my saying no to you. You are also (Nikki) and I know what you have been trying to do anonymously. I share my life on this site and our Lord Jesus has told me to do so. As my sweet friend Yello has said, I will continue in my bliss and caressing the sweet face of my He ?She God, my Jesus.I forgive you always, Ana

Wow Greg....my blessings are stacking up in Heaven. The more you persecute me the more i am blessed with " rewards " in Heaven. Attention is not my goal but to share and glorify the face and name of my Lover, my Jesus. Bless you and forgivness to you dear. Anastasia

Some day dear i want to see you face to face and kiss your cheek and worship together with you. You are a sweet and darling friend to me. I love you soooooooo much. Perhaps our lord will let us visit each other in a dream and dance with Him together. SMILES AND BLISSSSSSSSSSSSTO YOU MY SWEET FRIEND. Anastasia

Some day dear i want to see you face to face and kiss your cheek and worship together with you. You are a sweet and darling friend to me. I love you soooooooo much. Perhaps our lord will let us visit each other in a dream and dance with Him together. SMILES AND BLISSSSSSSSSSSSTO YOU MY SWEET FRIEND. Anastasia

I believe you had an experience worth to be called a miracle of divinity ... something experienced by the few ... you must be special amongst the heavens ... very special and very beautiful ... If you would like to chat email me at Daystar667@yahoo.com ... Lucifer

Thank you dear Lucifer....my new friend daystar...let noone who reads this fear his name...He is of a different Spirit....a new friend who has chosen this name for himself for mystical reasons.......Thank u dear friend for you comment.....Anastasia

To absent Greg:

Greg, it is the rule of this life, that if you decide to help someone you do not expect anything in return. If your intentions are not clean, hatred and suffering will jump out sooner or later. They will jump on YOU and flood you with ugly, filthy, suffocating desperation. Greg, please, respect Anastasia's autonomy and freedom of choice, just as you expect others to respect yours... yello

Don't you know that when you dis Jesus you are bending over for satan and his crew.
Is that what you want?.........I guess so.
that's where the attention is.
God and Jesus are not hermaphroditic;
truly think about this.
I think maybe you ate one too many mushrooms.
Looking at yout picture maybe you should try some potatoes and a big steak.

Nikki, using sarcarsm to FIGHT someone, who shares personal experiences and feelings is the method of desperados and cowards. I feel you are not a bad person and you are ridiculing Anastasia only because this is what your social nvironment has taught you and now you are repeating it subconsciously.

Calling Jesus "he/she" god is not equal with regarding Christ as a hermaphrodite. By the way, there are many types of hermaphroditism: you may have an ovary and testis, you may have two atrophic ovaries and a male body, you may have XY chromosomes (male genetic sex) but a female body, part of your organism may be composed of cells containing XX chromosomes and part of cells with XY chromosomes…, just to mention a few. I am not suggesting you become a specialist in gender genetics, anatomy, physiology and psychology, but if you are interested, you might consult medical textbooks or deviate from your surfing habits for at least a few minutes.

Has it crossed your mind that Anastasia's concept of he/she god may be a metaphor? Do you truly believe that God is of the male gender? If so, don't read further - one cannot argue with beliefs, which do not leave room for alternative ideas.

If God was male, I would not have a foggiest idea what it would mean. I bet the God does not have a penis (it would have to be an infinitely long dick, can you imagine this?), I do not think that God regards males as his equivalent and females as miserable beings who develop from a male rib (unless you feel so), I doubt God has a goddes with whom he has some sort of sexual intercourses (imagine a foreplay lasting half the infinity). Perhaps you could explain.

To me, Anastasia's relationship with he/she god is above all the bond of love. Love is so enormous that it spans our whole being: from primitive and crude instincts of chasing the opposite sex and rape, through our human mixture of emotions like jealousy and a wish of self-sacrifice and bodily actions like tender touch and rough sex to... unknown to most of us loving bond with God. Anastasia tries to translate her feelings and thoughts, which are in fact impossible to translate, for the readers, including YOU. She therefore uses various poetic means to convey the depth and width of her experiences. You might find the duo "inner course" as the opposite to "intercourse" as the easiest to understand. Or perhaps you will realise that Anastasia does not have sex with Jesus, but relates to God's child as her lover. Do not be surprised that she talks about bliss: this is a word, which most closely describes her feeling of happiness resulting from being close to, or even mutually within, Christ.

Your idea that Anastasia has eaten too many mushrooms begs for a test of your IQ. If you want to criticise the picture of Anastasia, how about you post yours and we will discuss how to improve your diet? If you think that Anastasia is too slim, remember that rats and mice that eat 1/3 of food given to normally fed animals live 3 times longer. If the result of this experiment does not apply to all humans, perhaps it will apply to you? "Truly think about this".

yello